Being single sucks when you know exactly who you want.

Lately I find myself stressing cuz I miss my particular. It’s only been 5 days and I’ve been away from him longer than that, the difference is, I still spoke to him throughout the day and this time our conversations are scarce. That’s really what makes me miss him more. But imma just chill. Not stress it. This is a perfect chance for him to clear his head, do as he pleases and make the decision on if he wants to be with me or if he wants to stay single. It’s crazy cuz I was more with him when his ex was still in his life and now that they’re “officially” over, I have less of him. And it should be the other way around. I’m ready to settle and he just got out of a settlement. So we’re at a bit of a conflict. I’m wiling to wait, but part of that is letting him go and letting him do whatever. If in the end he wants to come to me then we’ll continue from there and if not then there you have it. So although I won’t cut ties with him cuz I do love him, imma fall back. I know where I lie, so it’s his turn to figure it all out. I’m always a text message away.